you know i feel i must get this
off my chest. you know sometimes,
when i stare at you....i'm really not
staring at you. REALLY, i'm just staring
into blank space and it's really
comfortable for my eyes. reminds me,
there was this time at guitar ensemble
back at WDL, we were having a meeting
with some teacher. then i sat like
diagonally across zong jie. then i suddenly
spaced out, like staring thinking
of something, and something that's really,
NOT about zong jie. really no kids. yeah,
then i think i was staring at him too long
and then his eyes caught mine and i realised
i was staring at his direction. but i really am
not staring at him, i'm staring at the space infront
of him. that's really funny....